Another depressing ending, only for a new beginning...

Well, Saturday was the last performance of The Good Doctor. Yes, no more Madame B yelling at Cherdyakov. We did have a good run though. Now we are going to be starting the Orestia or Our Town. We're not too sure which. It all depends on how many guys we have.Which we don't have many...Oh well.

A Really Cool Song That I Love to Listen to....(It's great for this rainy day...)

There's a window by the bedroom door that never will be opened
If you spend the whole day looking out and never look within
And your lover and your mother and your father have been hopin'
That you find the truths you're looking for by searching deep within
So sad about me, so sad about me, so sad about me
I'm sad about you
There's a reason why the sunrise sets and friends and loved ones leave us
There's a method to the madness like a future to your past
And your lover and your brother and your sister should believe us
'cause the mysteries beyond our reach are firmly in our grasp (Anything is possible)
so sad about me, so sad about me, so sad about me
I'm sad about you
In the morning when you wake yourself you wonder what you're doing
as you rub your eyes so violently while falling out of bed
Is there nothing educational in words that you are chewing
as you seek the soothing solace of a friendly shower head
But I really must admit that I am glad that I am living
There were times when I would pray to God and ask that I was not
And I've learned that taking isn't really half as much as giving
But the secret to your wisdom is the oneness in your soul.

For All My Friends Out There...

There are places I'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
In my life I love you more

Some classic Queen...

Can anybody find me somebody to love?
Each morning I get up I die a little
Can barely stand on my feet
Take a look in the mirror and cry
Lord what you're doing to me
I have spent all my years in believing you
But I just can't get no relief,Lord!
Somebody, somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?
I work hard every day of my life
I work till I ache my bones
At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own -
I get down on my knees
And I start to pray
Till the tears run down from my eyes
Lord - somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me - somebody to love?
(He works hard)Everyday -
I try and I try and I try
-But everybody wants to put me down
They say I'm goin' crazy
They say I got a lot of water in my brain
Got no common senseI got nobody left to believe
Yeah - yeah yeah yeah Oh Lord
Somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?
Got no feel, I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat
I'm ok, I'm alright
Ain't gonna face no defeat
I just gotta get out of this prison cell
Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord!
Find me somebody to love
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

A Really Pretty Song That I've Been Listening To...

In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along
I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense
And every time I've held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose
But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break
And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows
So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

"And So It Goes" by Billy Joel from his Greatest Hits Volume III (Lots of good songs on there)

One of the many songs stuck in my head...

Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun
Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of live and the seeds of change were planted
Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistable past time
I took a heavenly ride through one silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life
I took a heavenly ride trough our silence
I knew the waiting had begin
And headed straight... into the shining sun

"Coming Back to Life" by Pink Floyd from the album Division Bell

A New Way to Communicate....FINALLY!!!

Now that I have somewhat caught up to date...I now have yahoo IM and AIM!!! For yahoo, my id is fadetoblack729....After doing some misspelling, my aim account is now, fadetoblac729....Oh Well....Please contact me, or give me your screen names...at least let me know who you are...you know, that whole sort of thing...