Thursday, October 20, 2005

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah bored

Ha ha. I'm going crazy! Oh well. Like that hasn't happend before. We just had our worst, then our best, run throughs of our play ever! I hope all my friends come to see it...*wink wink* on Nov. 3 at Drama Fest...Our at least district traumbauer. Oh well. I don't know why I'm telling you all this.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Another Song I've been thinking about lately...


On the turning away
From the pale and downtrodden
And the words they say
Which we won't understand
'Don't accept that what's happening
Is just a case of others' suffering
Or you'll find that you're joining in
The turning away
'It's a sin that somehow
Light is changing to shadow
And casting it's shroud
Over all we have known
Unaware how the ranks have grown
Driven on by a heart of stone
We could find that we're all alone
In the dream of the proud
On the wings of the night
As the daytime is stirring
Where the speechless unite
In a silent accord
Using words you will find are strange
And mesmerised as they light the flame
Feel the new wind of change
On the wings of the night
No more turning away
From the weak and the weary
No more turning away
From the coldness inside
Just a world that we all must share
It's not enough just to stand and stare
Is it only a dream that there'll be
No more turning away?

Pink Floyd's "On the Turning Away" off of A Momentary Lapse of Reason

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Random Lyrics for Today...

From morning to night i stayed out of sight
Didn't recognise what i'd become
No more than alive i'd barely survive
In a word...overrun
Won't hear a sound
From my mouth
I've spent too long
On the inside out
My skin is cold
To the human touch
This bleeding heart's
Not beating much
I murmured a vow of silence and now
I don't even hear when i think aloud
Extinguished by light I turn on the night
Wear its darkness with an empty smile
I'm creeping back to life
My nervous system all awry
I'm wearing the inside out
Look at him now
He's paler somehow
But he's coming round
He's starting to choke
It's been so long since he spoke
Well he can have the words right from my mouth
And with these words i can see
Clear through the clouds that covered me
Just give it time then speak my name
Now we can hear ourselves again
I'm holding out
For the day
When all the clouds
Have blown away
I'm with you now
Can speak your name
Now we can hear ourselves again
He's curled into the corner
But still the screen is flickering
With an endless stream of garbage to...curse the place
In a sea of random images
The self-destructing animal
Waiting for the waves to break
He's standing on the threshold
Caught in fiery anger
And hurled into the furnace he'll...curse the place
He's torn in all directions
And the screen is still flickering
Waiting for the flames to break

Pink Floyd's "Wearing the Inside Out" from Division Bell

Monday, October 03, 2005

Auburn Days...

That was fun! I went to Auburn Saturday morning. I got to see my good friend/cousin Kristin and get to hang out with her. I also got to see my first college football game. (I've watched on TV...mostly uninterested...but actually got into the game this time...) Then I got to go to a few parties with Kristen, of course almost everyone there was entirely drunk...fun stuff...oh well. I'm almost positive I want to go to Auburn now, but my mother wants me to go to UAB...NAH!!!!! I'm a tiger fan...Oh well.