Life sucks...

Let me make a good suggestion to all my friends and basically anyone in the world....If your parents ever ask you if a divorce would be ok with you...TELL THEM NO!!!! You live in hell for the rest of your life! Unfortunately, I wasn't asked, seeing that I was only three at the time, but I still wish my parents were together. The problem is I get stuck in the middle of EVERYTHING!!! "No she has to be at my house for Christmas." "But she's been at your house for the past 10 years! Can I at least have her for Christmas Eve?" "No, her grandparents are coming over..." You see, this is not dialouge between my two parents, it is messages sent back and forth through me. Eventually it gets to the point where I have to choose...The worst part of it all. No matter what I do, I break somebody's heart. All I have is my car (even though really it is my dad's). I get to sit in it, blare my music, and not worry about disturbing anyone. Plus, it can be anywhere. Not at mom's house or dad's house...but where I want it. Unfortunately, my car is going to be in the shop all of next week...So now I have to find a ride, and I'm minus a life.